逆光

也許一直害怕有答案 
也許愛靜靜在風裡打轉 
離開釋懷　很短暫又重來 
有時候自問自答 

there are just days when i dont want to get up.

dont want to move

dont want to look outside

dont want to turn around and see which faces are looking back at me

i just want to lay here 

in complete silence

and just spend the day the hours

the minutes

the seconds

. . .